oh, sup

can't stop won't stop making posts about things that matter to me, getting embarrassed, and deleting them later.

whoops.

my ukulele should be arriving at vassar either today or tomorrow which is quite exciting. i will play whiny songs on it, and they will sound happy, because how can you not when playing a ukulele? also, learning how to play it will be...interesting.

i wrote a letter today. it was meaner and angrier than i anticipated it being, so i'm not going to send it.

but i'm still thinking all the things in it are truthful.

i just want to talk to you, but i'm not going to be the one to do it first. i want you to want it too.